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Physcotic blogger	[Nov. 19th, 2009\|03:34 pm]
Yeap, im becoming one of those girls that blogs about how their life is going rock bottom and how they feel like jumping off the cliff anytime soon. Yeap. Most definitely. That's so me now. yeay to end of exam period. yeay to having a new phone real soonnnnn :) :) :) yeay to 1 week break from school. yeay to having my ATM card changed. yeay to going to JB this sun. yeay to my life. yeay to my spirit. yeay to Him :) and i wanna... meet up with my captain planet :) :) meet up with mira/diana makan butter squid makan popeyes makan western set meal from rasa21 get a huge birthday card to get psp games from zul!!! go to marina parade to print some photos get my eyes examine or something continue hoping for a miracle to happen (Amin) xoxo, THE physcotic blogger aka mawar hassan otak senantiase blank pongpong loves
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[Nov. 17th, 2009|08:38 am]

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I have this bad habit that whenever im stress and tension, all i wanna do is sleep. And it think it's a pychology thing? Cause realli, i will start yawning like mad, tears of boredom and sleepiness will start to drip, my mind went blank, my energy level will drop to negative 5, and in worse cases, i can't even walk, neither can i speak. I can be that sleepy and tired despite the fact that i had an early night the day before or all i do the day before is sleep.

usually, i will just follow this bad habit of mine. but recently i cant have the priviledge to do so. With exams like tomorrow and me being emotionally unstable is still too unweightable, i cant't just sleep my ass off and hope all this nightmare will be over once i wake up.

Like recently, my work starts at 7am for me? so means i have to wake up at 530am and get out of the house at 645am. Like fantasticly fabulously the right timing ah kan! Just when all i wanna do is sleep.....

U noe, in really really bad cases, i will even start to hallucinate and imagine that i am sleeping. It happens. Like when im riding, when im studying, when im working. And when i say i imagine, i really do imagine. And yeap, i say pongpong pays the price? Falling off one's bike sucks. It sucks even harder when you fall again and again, scrathcing the damn handsome beautiful ride. And it's even more sad when all u can think is that the scratches on the bike reflects the bruises and cuts in my heart.

May Allah bless me. May Allah bless all of you. Amin.

Good luck to me tomorow! Wheeeeee!

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I love u, baby.	[Nov. 14th, 2009\|07:48 pm]
I've got nothing to say but that i still love you. Despite everything that had already happen. i wanted so much to slap you, to kick you, to bring you down with my bike, but i know anything that i do will not turn back time. It's frustrating when this emotional rollercoaster just wouldn't go away. Because im neither here nor there. I still want you so badly that each time i think, the more liquid ooze out. Im not sure if whatever im doing now is correct, but anything to make you feel more secure with these very complicated and sensitive issue. Will still do anthing. Will not abandon u just like that. My promise to u k? Still loving u always, your 1 page.
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Pre PMS moments	[Nov. 7th, 2009\|01:27 pm]
It must be about that time of the month. U know yesterday? I was extremely emotionally imbalance. Like seriously seyy.. After reaching work at least 20 minutes late, i felt like my skin tone have grown at least 3 shades darker. Despite the very cloudy climate. But my colleagues confirm that i look the same as the day before. And after the mad rush to work, i felt like a lost at least 2 inches off my waist "-_- Dont ask me y.. Like i feel like i have tone tummy y'all Then, after my dinner, i felt like i gain weight. Like a serious amount of weight. Though i was wearing a black shirt top. Until i went to the toilet for like many times to see myself in the mirror. I know.. da giler. But i convince myself i look the same as the day before. Haiz. It's either Pre PMS syndrome or im just stress for my upcoming exam. Im somebody who needs a reason for everything (doesn't include my shopping sprees). Like for example, if i fight with a random minah, i want to know why. The reason. Like maybe i stared at her pimply face, or her love handles are bouncing like mad that i laugh at her face or i stared at her thunder thighs but still want to wear micro mini skirts. I want the reason than i will rest my case. I mean, kalau tkde angin, pokok wont move right? This include why i failed my exam, or why im late for work or why i overslept, or why i am hungry. Every major and mini issues im having, i want the reason why im facing that particular problem at that particular timing. I donnoe, maybe it's just my way to reassure myself that if things like that were to happen agn, i will know what to do? but the bottomline is, this i-want-a-reason-always-syndrome have multiplied tremendously lately. It's tiring u know.. No one knows what a girl feel unless u are one. We are not emotional creatures, we are just born with such hormones. Whatever it is, i still prefer being a girl.
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|12:39 pm]

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words so sharp, it stabs me through the heart x 100000

[Nov. 3rd, 2009|10:05 am]

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~~im lost. like a lot lost this time round.~~ i need to do something happy this weekend. like should i follow my parents balek kampong? idk. i really need a distraction. ~~the more i think about it, the more unreasonable stories comes to my mind.~~ i need happy meals time. or uncle botak's laksa time. or fly kite time. i need anything but this.

it needs two hands to clap, two lips to kiss, to eyes to stare. ~~it always comes in pair. there's seldom one sided thingy. unless u syiok sendiri like the boy from across the street la.. i am so... sad?~~

things always have to go wrong when it look so bright at the end of the tunnel. light suddenly shun me off. somebody ever told me "dont ever make someone your priority, if he doesn't make u his priority". So true. so so true.

i think i am living in denial here.

edit: i read back and realize how stupid and emofied i was so i strikethrough everything i type during my stupid stupor. i know.. puas hati delete ini entry terossssssss.

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Love Lives Forever	[Nov. 1st, 2009\|02:35 pm]
u know what? i actually watch this because of him. haha! I mean honestly, mawar hassan is not equal to MJ. But oh well, u see he loves MJ songs, even his 'color-me' ringtone thingy is Billie Jean. So, we went to watch this. I was prepping myself to be dozing off to sleep, so i brought my sweater in.. And i had tissues in my bag in case i got bored to tears. But omg, seriously, i actually enjoyed the whole damn show!!! The movie makes me look at MJ as an icon (like finally eh? Baru skrg pe nk panggil MJ icon?!). He's a perfectionist who knows what his fans wants. I enjoyed everything about the show :) Though i did yawn here and there, but it was a great movie. I actually felt sad when the movie ends and people (only a bunch of them) clapped their hands in loving memory of MJ. Like i feel it is such a waste that his 'this is it' tour did not manage to continue due to his death. In fact, after watching this show, i actually wish i can watch the actual concert! MJ was so adorable. And hard working and a real star. Those who loves MJ (and those who do not like me!) go and watch this! It's a great movie for a great person like MJ. "Love Lives Forever" :) p/s: I actually was damn "-_- when he told me we're gonna watch 'THIS IS IT' because i die die want to watch my '500 DAYS OF SUMMER' before it ends screening. Luckily i enjoyed myself and thanks to him now i see what he sees when he say MJ is the only icon in music :) p/s/s: i aso wish MJ had stayed as a black man. I would paste his posters in my room then. And his scary overly operated nose? Ya.. i actually overlooked all that because the show is all about the REAL MJ beyond those white skin and heavily operated face. A great artiste. Only when he's gone, people (Ok.. fine. Like me) truly appreaciates the talent in him.
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saye tinggal di bukit assignments

[Oct. 29th, 2009|12:53 am]

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Now i know how it felt to be presenting in an audi filled with 150 people.
Now i know how it felt to be doing assignments night after night, sleeping at 3am only to wake up at 7 the next morning.
Now i know how it felt to be living in singapore.
Now i know how it felt like when my world sucks so much and i am so sleepy like mad that i hallucinate a pillow while riding to find breakfast waiting for me at my workdesk :)
Now i know how it felt like to miss someone so much, i thought im going crazy.
Now i know how it felt like to have my own money.
Now i know why i am always thankful that my bf is ama (because she dont request for ridiculous things)
Now i know how it felt like to have a sudden craving for chocolate milk tea + cheese fries.
Now i know how it felt like to be jealous.

I can see a brighter future already :)
Not far. Just this friday night :) :)

Loves,
Mawar Hassan ♥

p/s: do u know that in order for me to write my individual report of COMM 2279, i actually went to do research for the template first? My God. Since when was i ever that harworking? My poly lecturers will be so proud of me if they know what a good student i am now :)

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For my strong women..	[Oct. 12th, 2009\|01:24 pm]
I was browsing through FB, when i came across this: Have you ever had this feeling before? Where your heart is really upset and it feels like it’s sinking? Have you ever had this fight before? Where you’re rendered speechless by his assumptions, and it hurts like a papercut – subtle but nagging? Have you ever been in this position before? Where nothing but his apology can make things right, and nothing but his voice can sooth that dreadful feeling? Have you ever had this situation before? Where he is oblivious to whatever you are feeling right now? It’s hard being a woman who has to balance her emotions with reason, who has to find a right in all his wrongs, who has to compromise with his ego, and who battles with the lack of appreciation. So true right?
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Random thought of the day

[Oct. 9th, 2009|03:08 pm]

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THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS MAWAR HASSAN.

HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS. HAPPY THOUGHTS.

i need to get use to all this cancellations i suppose?

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Suke suke jek tulis tulis bila sepatotnye kerje.

[Oct. 9th, 2009|11:23 am]

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HELLO!!!!!!!! I miss my LJ. It's been too long!!! Maklom la... orang da ade responsibility.. got no time you know want to type2, edit2 photos la.. ape2 la. haha!

Anyway, life have been so "-_- and *_* and 0_0 .

This week especially wasn't the best week i had for a while. Let me start off with when i was at the bottom of the life wheel.

Work was shit. That is enough said. Have to do this do that. Im currently doing tennis, cricket and baseball. And macam janji all the important seasons come at one time, one shot. ATP China la, ATP Shanghai la, ICC Cricket, Airtel Criket, National and American Baseball leagues. Macam bodoh like that, and the atas-atas ppl still want to carik pasal with me and give me more work and find fault with me. Macam nak suroh die pegi fly kite for 5 years don come back to work.

Then, it was school. It have been 3 weeks that im back as a student and! I've got one group assignments and one individual assignment due next week! macam so the "-_-. Group wise, we have to come up with creatives and present in the huge huge auditorium filled with humans which is so *_*. Confirm i want to vomit. Then, the individual i have to write a 20 page report for a strategic communications plan, and i've yet to even start on page 1. Thanks eh skola. Buat aku pecah otak. When im at work, i think of school, and when im in school, i think of work.

Issue #3: My goddamn red sony ericsson HP. It decided to be a super bitch last week and throw a super bitch tantrum. U know all phones have tt green and red button to accept and reject calls? Well, my phone decided to not function on that two butttons. Not that bad what rite..??? What's bad is that another button that works as a 'backspace' when u sms cant work as well!!!! u see, i like to sent texts with perfect writings, shortforms i accept, but pls.. no typo error pls. So how like that? Every single time i make an error while texting, i'll have to cancel, and restart ALL OVER AGAIN. Thank u phone, u're very nice. Malam ni aku nak bakar kau.

Then there was pongpong. My own beloved pongpong. I send him for a full service recently, and i don't know how or why or maybe he was being attack again at the carpark, both my side mirrors can turn 360 degrees ._. macam how to ride like tt!!!!! Like serious eh, imagine u're riding at high speed in xpressway, then BOTH, BOTH!!! BOTH your mirrors starts to turn 360 degrees in all direction because of the strong wind. u tell me, how to not panic!!!!!!! i cant see the back, have to ride pretty slow so the mirrors wont dance crazily with the wind, and i have to keep on checking my blindspot. Penat ok. Kepale nye leher there da muscle.

So that's the downturn last week, but life's fair tau. Let me tell you the outcome :)

I send pongpong for another servicing and he's healthy again! :) :) All well, and the abang-abang piaggio did my bike for FREE :) :) Happyness.com.sg. Then!! For my individual assignment, the lecturer extended our submission to another week!!! YAHOOOOOOOOO!! U know what 1 week can do to your report? A hell lot tau!!!! And, im getting a new phone soon soon! hopefully la eh.. cause currently not one phone i like. So, erm yah... im using this spare phone in my house. It's an old samsung flip phone model.. N! The keypad is so damn hard that when i press, it produces this loud tet-tet-tet sound that i think my whole lecture theatre filled with 152 students + 1 lecturer can hear. Malu or what.. But nevermind. At least can send perfect sms. Hahaha!

See, life is fair. Just have to know how to turn the wheels :) So yeay to all of that!!!!

But seriously, i love my pongpong even more now :) :) My first loveeeee! ♥♥♥

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Because of us, the sky was bright that night :)

[Oct. 3rd, 2009|11:32 pm]

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It was pretty plan, but at the same time, it wasn't that plan.
First it was ECP, then it was PRP.
First it was suppose to be an outing for the captain planets, then Saurah got to do spring cleaning, so it was 3.
Then, Dy decided to join us, hence the diversion to PRP.

Finally picked eveyone up by 1130pm, and off we go!!!
Dy have kindly sponsored the sparklers, me brought the many candles that always die off.
Ama and Anis bring themself :)

If i remember correctly, last year, i played sparklers with saiful and diana.
So, this year with them 3 ladies :)
Every year must play ok. WAJIB.

oh btw, yeap. This was a few days before raye. So err yah. Pretty basi already right? BUT! i love the picturesssss. It's like AWESOME. The light from the sparklers, the greenness from the grass, the blackness of the sky. Everything was just nice for a perfect sparkling nite :)

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Hello everyone!!! Budak budak semangat bunga api!! WEEEE....!!!

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Ama nak bakar kepale aku. Thanks!

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Hello there. My name's Mawar. What's yours?

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Mawar. Ama. Anis. Dyana.
The four professional sparklers.

So as tradition, the closing ceremony will be the ULTIMATE big spark. Where we will always arrange like 100-150 sticks of sparklers close by and light it all up in one shot. And yeap,though it wasn't THAT huge, but it definitely light up the sky. Let's do it again shall we?

Tk payah tunggu raye ah pls. Lame ah gang. Hehe.

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[Sep. 19th, 2009|01:47 pm]

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Went o IKEA to look for anything lovely :) :) Ama was so very determine to buy storage space for Arif's toys. And she decided to buy the biggest that was there. It was so freakinggggg big that you can fit 2 adult humans in there, or even play hide and seek in there, and i think can fit 8 of Arif-s in there too. it's H-U-G-E.

But change of mind, bought some new stuffs here and there, forgot to buy the door knob thingy. Did i mention before ikea we went to roam around tamp1? yeap. By the time we reach ikea, we're half dead and oh! the cheese hunt! omg.

i cant believe the whole of Spore is practically our of stock for this particular cheese block that ama is looking for. It's a damn tiring day. But! FUN!

If you put me and ama in one sentence you get endless fun and laughters :) :)

k da bye! Oh yah, u know yesterday! WE WENT TO PLAY BUNGA API!! WEEEEE...!!! So so fun!!! Pictures will be up soon la k? Mebbe next week or what? Macam malas ah nk blog lagi :)

And, SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR N BATIN :) To all my mistakes, those seen and unseen ones. Peace out chocolate banana cupcakes!

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Captain Planet go South pier :) :)

[Sep. 19th, 2009|12:41 pm]

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I dont know which is scary. My face haunting Saurah from the back as she drove or Saurah white scarf. Somehow it just looks scary. And yeah, please excuse my over excited face. thanks.

So here's the plan. the four of us, super duper excited to catch that outdoor movie screening @ fort canning over the last weekend. N our excitement was even intensified more when we got Saurah's car as transport! Plan punye plan we decided to do a pinic/movie screening/iftar/catch up sessions!

So! We all went to geylang bazaar to get some food for the break fast. Main aim was to look for our dendeng ayam honey :) BUT! Was disappointed yet again. Bought random stuff like ayam percik honey, coconut :), dendeng daging sekilo (haha!), and other small small stuffs and went to NTUC at Singpost to buy drinks. By that time it was already 6pm++. N we're suppose to be seated by 630pm "-_- Ok what.. Geylang and Fort, not that far what............ Unless u're in our car.

All 4 of us are like super gundu when it comes to road to GO to fort. We know the road, but we dont know where or how to enter it. And it's the case of ama saying 'Saurah go straight..', and i'll be saying 'turn right! turn right! now!!'. Poor Saurah, our driver for the day. Hehe :) :) And we are still driving around looking for the road at 7pm++. Imagine how long we were turning and turning at the almost same road looking for that small slip road to FORT ROAD. Cut story short, we reach fort safely at 730pm++. :)

happy right? happy or not?! I was damn happy and excited until we saw the massive crowd. MASSIVE. MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. i can die. There's no parking spot (duh!), and the place was so super cramp that it looks like our secondary school assembly in hall where everyone is to be seated orderly and properly. yeap. But imagine the whole fort canning filled with humans. And humans and more humans.

And so we give up. To watch iron man and transformers. We gave up. And we decided to take our picnic to barrage! After another gundu-direction-bury-the-street-directory-10-feet-down-the-ground moment, we reach barrage but! There's another event there also, and it's crowded (i think?). N we again detoured to South Pier :) :) :) Our final destination.

Set up the mats, lay the foods, take of your shoes and TADAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

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The highlight conversation have got to be anis's bimbo moment. We brought candles to lighten up our picnic area, but the fire keeps on going off because of the wind yang sedap boleh nak tido yang boleh tahan kuat kind. So i kept on relighting it until one time i accidentally touch the wax. "OUCHHHH!!!! So paiinnnnnnn. I cannot imagine those people who indulge in extreme sex and use wax!!!". And Anis, the first to reply, "oh. Extreme sex to cerite ape?".

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Diam eh. Cerite eh. Yeap. A story. Later i show u ah nis... HAHAHAHA!

We were there till like 11pm i think? Then we went off. Nope, there's no pictures of our little picnic up at the rooftop cause i guess we're just glad we're there! We sit, we talk, we laugh, we joke. The best part of it all :) :) :)

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[Sep. 19th, 2009|12:04 pm]

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I was suppose to blog about all this since before Ramadhan starts. But i was too lazy and it involves food :) So i do not want you guys who are fasting to start drooling.. So here it is now! Some of the iftars i've been and what nots!

Bewarn: FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD!!!

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With them colleagues. We always make a point to have frequent lunch together. And we did that before fasting month starts! Went to dine in at Sarpinos Pizza (my first time) and.. it was soooooo good. I've eaten Sarpinos before, but over the years it was overshadowed by Canadian la, Pizza hut la.. So! Go eat Sarpinos! It's awesome! Should try the dine in, way way better than the delivery.

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Sedap right? TOLD U!!! :)

Then it was the every other week meet up with Diana and Mira for break fast! N one of the time we went to Mak's Place. It's a road side stall like that, but the food is gloriousssss. Should should should try the butter squid! Sedappp. (Don't worry ama, i'll bring you there soon soon!)

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WEEEEEE...!!! butter squid!!! I wasn't such a big fan of the Chilli Crab. Way too sweet for my liking. I was expecting a pedas spicy hothot kind, but nah.. it was sweet like using Thai Chilli sauce except it's more savoury and have that egg wash thingy all over it. I want to try the black pepper next time!

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This is random, but i was having a pretty rough week last week. The starbucks session with the makchicks have seriosly taken my mood upwards :) the fun, the laughters, the facebook stalkers.. :) www.sungguhentertaining.com/veryfun. I want more sessions!

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[Sep. 9th, 2009|09:28 pm]

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I ougth to be excited for my future.
Yes i should.

You see, i always make decisions with the thinking that 'i can do it. DUH!'. But i've got to admit, im a little scared. What if things did not work out as what i want it to be? i don't think i want to waste time repeating and such. And i am very very worried about my time management. What if i were to screw that up? I dont take failures too well u know. Ok, i admit, now, i am at least 78% scared of whatever i have chosen for myself. This path i've taken, shall be walked by me with confidence and to be done correctly. Yes i know i can do it!

I'm worried. So so worried.

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Well, hello again. Im still alive. thanks for asking.

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The things i want to do ( like really really do):

Buy my C&K bag.
~~Go geylang bazaar and buy my dendeng honey chicken.~~
~~Send my RMIT form back to HQ.~~
Go to geylang with Diana for a food hunt.
~~Go to geylang with Ama+ captains.~~
Buka puase with the makchicks.
Send a couple of my tunic dresses for alteration (i know.. i should be worried for my baju kurong. Not my everday wear)
~~Go johor and take my kebaya from that place i sent it to last month.~~
~~Get the things i've been thinking so hard out of my head.~~
~~To stop thinking about sleep.~~
~~To stop analysing abt that huge HICCUP incident.~~
Go look for long flowy flowery beaded sequined dress or skirts (i know!!! i should stop thinking of my everday wear and think KEBAYA mawar!)
~~Go IKEA and see got anything lovely :)~~
I WANT TO FLY KITE. But i scared later i thirsty run here, run there. Shout here, shout there.
Eat butter squid from Mak's Place again.
Buy myself a car so i wont get drench in this unpredictable monsoon season of SINGAPORE.
Get my bachelor of comms quick quick then take a bigger leap to the very huge and vast future :)
I still think i need a new pair adidas pumps. Or puma will do. Or Vans. Something sturdy like my previous ones.
~~I need to get a new pair of lense asap.~~
I want this phone. i think it's called Samsung OMNIA? It's a qwerty phone. But it's out of stock for singtel :(
I have this sudden urge to watch a movie in a movie theatre with OCK and Mcd shaker fries as my companions.
~~I die die must send pongpong for a full service by end of Sept. MUST! I wonder what's stopping me? oh yah.. the fact that i have to pay like $400+++ for it!!!~~
I want to get my psp a screen protector and a new case. Anyone want to share games with me. Please do come. Don't be shy. I don't bite.
~~I need to get DIANA KAMARUZAMAN a present! (i know! so belated ady! Sorry! Busy oi!)~~
Last but not least, i need a time out. That's all.

And today is the 11th day of Ramadhan. Fast uh?

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IM HUNGRYYYY~~~	[Aug. 18th, 2009\|11:12 am]
1) They are so damn hilarious! 2) They got good singing voices. And i mean.. they CAN sing. 3) If i were the mcd's manager, i will give them the meal for free! 4) I am having mcd for lunch later! Yahooooo! 5) And no, im not going to sing like they do. 6) And oh! My favourite line is ... "Im on a diet, so i'd like a chicken salad... that's all im allowed on my 8 weeks challenge.. ice water for my drink, to help my TUMMY SHRINK..." Just another monotonous work day here @ ESPN Star Sports :) :) Good morning world!
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(no subject)	[Aug. 17th, 2009\|03:44 pm]
My exact feeling too when im in desperate need of my nico/ java chip dosage while at work. all i feel like doing is roll on the floor and pretend im home asleep.
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I suppose im busy?	[Aug. 16th, 2009\|02:39 am]
to be honest, i've been really busy. But when i think back, i've got no idea what i've been busy with. and comes september, i will be even more busy than ever.. i refuse and still refuse to make work my priority in life. it's just not worth it. making something that i always swear and curse at so important in my life? perhaps last week, i have this PPR thingy where the boss will discuss with their employee one on one on their performance and stuff. like for real eh. so i was pressured. or so to say. since this is my first time afterall. and im glad it's over. 1 hour of discussion, mind u. like... ok. so the.... ok. and discuss abt me like... ok. no comment. later kena sue. so tt's over. next up. ramadhan baby! then raya.. then work, then more work. when will i ever get to be a stay home tai-tai? fat hope. so anyway, life good for me now :) :) that little warm fuzzy feeling? yeap.. life's good baby:) and i am having a rasa21-wanton-noodle craving in the middle of the night. Stop it k mawar.
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THAT BOY IS ONE!!!	[Aug. 15th, 2009\|11:54 pm]
HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY MUHD FARHI!!!! Now now.. Don't cry baby. U're just turning one. Not 21 like me. And oh, what would you like to have for your 1st birthday? Any wishlist..? Ok i admit. I have yet to buy u a present. I am indeed the best aunty in the whole wide world you can ask for :) :) Despite the fact that you love to slap me with your fleshy-maggot looking fingers,pull my hair till it came off my skull, scream and shout at the top of your lungs in the wee morning when im suppose to be sleeping to reenergize myself for work, refuse to eat when i am feeding you, purposely make me wet when i am bathing you, struggles and bite me when i am carrying your 12 kg body frame, i still love baby. I've got no idea how it would be without you here. Yeap, it's been a year. Fast ain't it? Scares me. The idea that i am a year older and u're only 1?! Yeap... and thanks for always making me feel old. Please do request your mum and dad to give u more younger siblings.. i want more babies in the Hassan Empire. And yes, Happy Birthday again! To more years ahead of us.. :) When you grow up, please don't be sampah masyarakat. That's all im asking. Thanks. With Love, Your Mami Mawar :)
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Family + Singapore Zoo!

[Aug. 7th, 2009|04:08 pm]

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So to celebrate the leo babies in our family,
We decided to go to the Zoo!!!
To be honest, the last time i went to the zoo is like when i was in primary sch? So yeap, jakon fest for all of us!

I turned 21.
Abg Fhiruz turned 29.
And baby muhd is turning 1 soon!

It was a hot and humid day.. and yes, i was sweating my way in the zoo.
The zoo smelled of wet animals and poo.
Babi Hutans are xtremely smelly to the max.
I love zebras. Awesome animals.. lovely day! And yes, bringing small kids to the zoo is an extremely tiring task. Crying, running, nap time.. Fooh! Remind me again why i want to have kids in future?

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Overall, it was yet another FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN day for me :) :) :) :)
I do learn some fun facts about animals and stuff.. Zoo is indeed a heavenly place for kids.
Bottomline is, i love my family :)

VIVA LA FAMILIA.....!

And i couldn't asked for more.

More pictures over fb! Macam tak biase pulak!
Chao chin chao!

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[Aug. 3rd, 2009|11:26 am]

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..2 August 2009..
Second August from the year of two thousand and nine.
Dua Ogos dua ribu sembilan.
020809.
Hari kedua bulan ogos tahun ini.

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A day to remember! And will always be remembered :)

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Another of those random thoughts.	[Jul. 27th, 2009\|03:29 pm]
If u're fat, u are fat. Full stop. No such thing as hiding behind the fact that u're fat. I mean, it's simple right? It's either u are fat or thin! What is so damn hard about that? Yayaya.. all that fat people are like soooo.. @#%#^@%#^%#. Ya i know. But if u are fat. YOU ARE FAT! Get it? I mean, why can't i say that u're fat so that it won't hurt your feelings? Whatever happen to open talks and BEING open minded? I mean if u're hurt i call u fat, then, that's to say u don't love u for who u r? U're hiding in a shell? U're trapped in a fat person's body? What's with that? I mean i have my insecurity moment. And always have, and still do. But i wont get offended if someone were to call me fat. I mean, well, it depends, it's not what u say, it's how u say it.. But fat people are fat people. And thin people are thin people. Full stop. We are all in the same main category of human but were then channel to two vast group of 'fat' and 'thin' as according to size. And in these group we have things such as 'plump' , 'stumpy' , 'elephant' , 'anorexix' , 'can-grate-cheese-with-her-ribcage' , 'anaconda arms' and many more. These is just to name a few. As if by not calling u fat can make you loss 10 kilos the very next day. Like i will break a spell or something and u'll forever be fat. Geeezzzz.. I don't get girls u know. And yeap, sometimes i fall into the category above. But 97.4545% of the time im happy for who i am today. Told ya.. it's just a damn random thought at work. Tiada kene mengene antara yang hidup dan mati. Ok i lied. Obviously it got to do with the living, that's why im talking about it. Nanti hari raya i mintak maaf zahir and batin k. k bye. p/s: No offend to those who terase tempias. No chilli to taste here also. Just some thoughts of mine :)
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[Jul. 21st, 2009|09:42 pm]

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Last Sunday,I finally went to PULAU UBIN! Yahooooo! And.... i forgot to wear sunblock lotion beforehand. So, i grew at least 5 shades darker. Thanks to the sun, and the cloudless blue blue sky, and the vast open rocky field.

Honestly, i've got no idea cycling at ubin is that tough! The slopes, and rocky gravel paths doesn't help one bit. But i love the kampong atmosphere and the boat ride! Love them to bits! Met up with the rest at 730am at Changi Village for breakfast, reaching Ubin at about 830am. We cycle till like 3pm and we reach back mainland by 330pm :) :) Approximately 5 hours of sweaty heaty tiring cycling!

Lovely experience with fantastic company! Non stop laughters and happy shriekings! Though shak was our casualty. Her bike went too fast down a pretty steep rocky slope and she overshot into a bush, scarring her face a lil bit. Very dangerous i tell u!

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I so wanna go again! Any takers??!!!! Oh, more pictures over in FB :) :)

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Random thought of the day	[Jul. 16th, 2009\|06:01 pm]
Nobody tell me that it's harder to accept somebody close to perfect compared to somebody who is as flawed as i am. Should i count myself lucky? Or would i just let it all go? Oh God. Help?
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ATTENTION: OWNER OF FALLEN	[Jul. 14th, 2009\|01:14 pm]
HELLO ZULKARNAIN BIN SAMSUDIN!!! Who found my blog after searching for me in the world wide web! HAHAHA! K ni da macam ala ala si stalker tu. Jangan lupe datang kenduri Si Belo yang akan dianjurkan tak lame lagi di beach. Sekian. K bye.
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"u want me to accompany u at work?" :) :) :) ____________________________________________ Is it just me or transformers is sort of draggy? Too much robot talk... and Megan Fox running around in a low cut camisole helps i suppose? My favourite part have got to be when Shia did that jerking-rolling-of-eyes-spastic-crooked-mouth-in-his-own-world thingy. Favourite!
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Back to reality, back to work.	[Jun. 30th, 2009\|09:58 am]
Did i tell you i was on leave for almost the whole of last week? It was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Didn't go anywhere significant, but the carefree lifestyle rocks my socks and all of my shoes and not forgetting my wardrobe which is btw vomitting out clothes. Will sleep at about 5am after watching 'L Word- Season 4'. Wake up at say about 1pm?... Then bath, eat, get ready and go out and HULA! k, i mean meet up with friends.. Spend money on redundant stuffs, eat like there is no such thing as fat people. Omg. Life was good to me last week. There was that impromptu bowling session, JB trip, going from one mak andam to another for my Sister's marriage preparation.. Somebody goes AWOL (like thanks, aku hampir give up!), random meet up for wanton noodle and orange red tea. oh yah! How can i forget? THE SAUNA TREATMENT. Wahlauwei. Like i said, it will take tremendous effort for me to enter another sauna ever again! I just don't know how people can just sit still and continue breathing like there are in any other room. When actual fact is we're breathing in HOT STEAM la dey! Boleh mati. That was indeed one of the longest 20 minutes in my life! But dang! i'm back to work now. Whoa. So this week's agenda: Tomorrow will be department lunch at Charco's Grill, Thurs will be shopping-date-frenzy with Diana and perhaps meet up with Mira. Friday will have another massive department dinner. And Sat and Sun? What else, but ESPN Star Sports here i come! Yeap. My weekends burnt. Thanks. July is almost here! My most favourite month in the calendar! I wonder why......
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Happy Engagement Kak Nur!	[Jun. 24th, 2009\|04:13 pm]
Event: Nur Asikin's Engagement Event @ Hassan's Residence Date: 20 June 2009 Love Love :) :) :) ( ++++ ) ================================================================= Alhamdullilah.. Everything went well :) :) From the week long spring cleaning, to the morning rush of 'catering stuffs', to waiting for the male's side who was late, to the people who attend. To those who came and celebrate my sis's engagement, Thanks all! I can't deny im glad the majlis is over. Well, at least now mama won't be too fussy with my bedroom mess. On another note, I am so happy my sister is finally engaged to the man i know who will take proper care of her :) :) May Allah bless my sis and her beloved fiancee :)
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i hate spring cleaning full stop (and clowns)	[Jun. 19th, 2009\|06:47 pm]
Whoa. June is like so busy? I've yet to update on my cupcake course. That historic bowling day with captain planets+2 My random night outs. Last night at marina sq was awesome. Love love! Sorry mira for my little outbreak. Sorry diana for i am always insecure nowadays :) :) Tomorrow will be my third sis' engagement day. Like W.O.W Im still in awe. Like seriously, it felt like yesterday that all four of us anak Hassan are little annoying brats. Time pass huh? I hate spring cleaning.. oh where to start? I still wonder if he's into me as much as i am into him? Let's take a day at a time baby. That's all i need now. Will update more visuals soon! love love!
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Wonder Girls Picnic!

[Jun. 15th, 2009|10:15 pm]

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A day filled with laughter and embrace.
What more could i ask for...
11 year of friendship and still counting :)
I am so looking forward to our future!
Imagine the weddings, husbands and kids?
Whoa. We still have a longggggg way to go!

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( Beach, food & gossips girls! )

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2 Pizzas & 2 kilo Chicken Wings	[Jun. 10th, 2009\|09:15 pm]
Well.. The initial plan was to have steamboat over at khai's place, but due to some complications, we enroute and crash di's house! Hahahaha! Location wise, i don't really care.. all i want is to meet up with my poly girls :) :) It was indeed a night i enjoyed catching up with each other's life. From the sudden Diy & Khai running to us and hugging us under the blk, to ordering the pizza, the goreng-ayam-moments and photo taking session! It was awesome gedegak! Let the pictures speaks for itself! The-goreng-ayam-same2-but-at-last-di-yang-goreng-sorang2 moment! Haha! Khai & diy :) Us on the kitchen/dining hall area talking and already laughing like mad about stuffs, and eee-ing at the behavior of JC students went they cross over to uni. No offend JC students.. but yeah. Sometimes it's better not to act macam paham with poly students. Because we paham the system way more than u do.. Then we lay a picnic mat in the middle of her hall, and place our pizza and chicken and we tuck in! THE AYAM SHOTS! It was a night filled with laughter until we cry.. Lots of updating and eating sampai kembong. And not forgetting Khai legendary hand actions.. imagine the hand action now. U know.. i know la! . To di's sharing the open water stories that scares us a lil bit.. hahaha! it was indeed fun! I mean the last time we actually lepak together was like a year ago? ok.. perhaps slightly lesser.. but still!!! U can imagine we got many topics to talk about !! Then somewhere along the way.. we fell asleep on her couch! And the many many couch/ class shots tak menjadi!!! Hahahaha! (from left to right) Khairul Bahriah, Diyana Ariff, Mawar Hassan, Diana Kamal After which we crash her room! With the power of internet, we logged on and start looking for things... and yeah. Sort of talked about a lot of stuff! From khai's eventful Bali trip filled with perverts and what nots, to other more topics! I am definitely looking forward for our next meeting! JOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM AH! p/s: Sorry ah. I lazy to lj cut. btw, this photos are way to gorgeous to be hidden behind a cut :)
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Mount Nuang - The Final Phase in KL	[Jun. 6th, 2009\|11:37 am]
The last day of our getaway to Nuang. Went back to KL to spend a night there. The chaosness of looking for a cheap and nice hotel in the heart of KL, Bintang Walk on a Sunday night proves to be a tedious and fun experience! hahaha! With each of us limping due to leg cramps, and our still jungle smells and dirty clothings! ahahahahah! We look like we're just done fighting for a war. Drive here, drive there.. Go to this hotel, that hotel.. Finally! We're decided. In the heart of Sungai Wang (the red light district), we stayed in a place called Corona Inn. Hahahhaha! What an ol'skol name.. The walls is thin, we can clearly hear people talking in their rooms! hahaha! But, Corona was nice.. For budget travellers that is. I mean, after like days in the jungle, anything out of it with proper jamban, shower head and air con is NICE!!! Veryy gooood~ ( The Last Phase - In KL :) ) ================================================================= We've come to the end of the "Adventure of Mawar Hassan and Mount Nuang" :) :) it was indeed a 4 days filled with many emotions and adventures! Thanks to everyone who make this trip a happening and fun one! Looking forward for more trips! Can't wait for the our white water rafting adventure up next!!!!
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Mount Nuang - Day 2 Part 2	[Jun. 3rd, 2009\|10:14 pm]
In Summary: I'm enjoying my moment at the peak of the tallest mountain in Selangor for as long as it may lasts. Before.... the painful descending down to basecamp. I just love mother nature. Don't you? It makes you wonder how it works, only after enduring pain. Hehe. That's what i call the light at the end of the tunnel. ( Phase 3 & 4; Summit and the climb down and out!!! ) ======================================================= Nuang is finally over. Next entry will be our third and final day of our vacation in KL :) :) I enjoyed these Nuang trip very much. Something that i have to experience it myself; the pain, the climbs, the success, the team work and the environment in order to make me a stronger me today. I definitely know Reen, Khai, Zul (my future brother-in-law, hehe!) and my sis better and more in depth :) :) And im missing the waterfall already... Just the waterfall though! Not the climb up and down! Hahaha!
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Mount Nuang - Day 2 Part 1	[Jun. 1st, 2009\|10:04 pm]
In Summary: Day 2. What more can i say but sweet success? Haha..but sweetness came after extreme bitterness. No pain, no gain babies. 24 May 2009 marks the day i and the gang conquered Mt Nuang. Alhamdullilah :) :) Asri have warn us that Nuang wouldn't be friendly to us. It's going to be a tough and exhaustive hike up the summit. From what he said, Mt Ophir is close to nothing compared to Nuang. Scares me like hell! More after the cut! ( Phase 3; The Climb Up ) ====================================================== It took us another 10mins and a very very sharp final cliff before we made it :) :) :) Mawar Hassan, Nur Asikin Hassan, Azreen and Zul Ehsan. Gang, WE MADE IT! Alhamdullilah.. Praises to Allah s.w.t. It was indeed an enduring and torturous climb. BUT WE MADE IT. WE DID IT. We conquered 4,898 feet of climb. 1,493 metres above sea level. We did it! Yes we did! Pictures of bird's eye view of Pahang, Selangor, Kuala Lumpur and Negeri Sembilan in the next entry. My fingers are tired... hahaha! It felt like i was at the top of the world my friends :) :) :)
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Mount Nuang - Day 1 Part 2	[May. 29th, 2009\|08:04 pm]
In Summary: We reached our base camp aka Kem Lolo at approximately 245pm. Pitch our tents and then we shout WATERFALLLLLLLLL!!!! Only to be out of it shortly after due to mini attacks by mini families of friends. Hehe. Some campfire moments, and went off to bed in the dense jungle, hearing the split splat splot of raindrops and waterfall :) :) :) ( Phase 2 ) ========================================================== TOMORROW WILL BE ALL ABOUT THE SUMMIT BABY!!!
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Mt Nuang - Day 1 Part 1	[May. 28th, 2009\|06:06 pm]
In Summary: Reen's dad send us to Golden mile complex where our bus to KL is departing and the bus is suppose to depart at 0945pm sharp. But of course, SOMEBODY was late. Haha. On board bus, all of us took the chance to close our eyes because we knew that the long and tiring hike is awaiting for us in Selangor bright and early tomorrow morning. Alighted at Serdang where Asri was waiting to pick us up with our rented transportation. The next day we proceed with the first phase of hike up. From the bottom till our base camp called "Camp Lolo". Adorable name huh? Haha! ( PHASE 1 ) ==================================================== Overall, the first phase is a never ending of ascending and descending slopes and slopes and slopes. Every now and then we have to cross rivers and climb up rocks and stuffs. If not it's just going up and up and up of endless slope trails. I have to admit, by the time i reach the basecamp, my calfs feels like jelly! HAHA! And yes, because this is the easiest part of our climp up Nuang, there was a lot of phototakings and group photos. haha. You will see later, there will be a much lesser photo takings on the second phase and so on. Cause all of us are just too tired and not bothered to snap any pictures. Just snapping them into our memories. Forever embedded :) :)
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Mount Nuang - The Beginning of It.	[May. 28th, 2009\|11:58 am]
Eversince they came back from their Kinabalu trip earlier this year, they kept on going about their next hiking expedition. And so, Abg Asri suggested Mount Nuang. The highest peak in Selangor, standing tall at 4,898 feet which reviews raves about the fact that it is way harder than Mt Ophir (which i totally agree). I was indeed slightly amazed by the fact that i agreed to join in the Nuang adventure. Seeing the amount of pain i was in during Ophir. Hehk. What can i say? No pain, no gain. No pain, i won't be standing at the summit of Nuang :) 090509 - The tickets have been booked! There was no turning back or backing off now. Haha! All i could do was to train harder. Trying my best not to miss any trainings due to laziness or tiredness after work. I was very very anticipating for 22 May to come! Not just is it a getaway from work and SG, but it will be the day for me to prove to myself i can indeed achieve things that i put my mind into :) :) :)
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[May. 26th, 2009|10:22 pm]

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Hello SG!
Im home!

Yes! I smell the sweet success of conquering yet another mountain! Mt Nuang!

So, let me rest my still trembling calfs.
Twitching muscles everywhere.
Crackling knees.
Tired eyes.
Sore thighs.
Blistered feet.
Fatigue body.
Lethargic muscles.

And will update in detail and pictures in the days to come.

And i truly miss my girls... Yok, jumpe yok!

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[May. 22nd, 2009|04:06 pm]

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It's 4:06pm now. Time just seem to drag when u're waiting to get the hell out of SG.
I'm planning to cabot from work at about 4:30pm like that :D

I half packed my bag last night.. and wahlao.. This cannot bring. That cannot bring.
My sis make a mantra for me "TRAVEL LIGHT". Because we're going to climb up and down with those baggages.
DAMN LA. My toiletries/make-up/facial stuffs only takes up 1/2 of the bag.
How to travel light like that?

Out of the average 30 days to come, pms visits me today. $%#$#$#$##$. Ninabuay!
So now, i am preparing to read many many doa and shalawat as i climb up.
You know those stuffs loves people in the 'red' zone.. so yeah, will do anything i could to keep them away from me :) :) :)

And! i still have some pain left to both of my calfs due to my over excitement during my stairs training the other day.
Best ah. I believe it will be perfectly fine by tomorrow! Damn... it just 4:13pm?!

On a completely other note:

HONESTLY, I AM REALLY REALLY EXCITED TO CONQUER MOUNT NUANG! CONQUERORS, ARE YOU READY??? HELL YEAH I AM!! SEE YOU NEXT TIME BANANAS!! *JUMPS OUT OF THE WINDOW*

k, finally it's 4:20pm. Time to log off and get lost!

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Bounce Bounce Baby!!!

[May. 20th, 2009|09:41 pm]

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Currently, i am extremely nervous and jovially excited for this weekend. Why? Because... my friends, i will be climbing yet another mountain :) :) Honestly, in my whole life i had only climb Mount Ophir (Gunung Ledang) Which was back in Sec 3. And my next adventure shall be conquering Mount Nuang.

Mount Nuang (Gunung Nuang) is located in Malaysia with the height of 1,493 metres (4,898 feet). It peak marks the meeting point of three Malaysian states; Negeri Sembilan, Pahang and Selangor. The mountain itself is the highest point in Selangor and part of Titiwangsa Mountains. And according to my research, Mount Nuang is 200m higher than Mount Ophir. Even Geting Highlands is visible at night from the peak.

Well.. When you hear 200 meters higher, it's not that bad aint it? It IS bad when it is 200m vertically taller.

I've been training real hard for past months or so. Running,jogging, stairs training, circuit and anything else to build up my stamina for the upcoming streneous climb. And i am proud to say, i do felt like i have more energy and not tire easily while working out. Hopefully these stamina i have build up for the past months is enough to overcome 4,898 feet worth of height. InsyAllah.

Will be climbing with my sis, Abg Asri, Reen, Khai and Zul. I am tremendously looking forward to the time i set foot on the summit of the mountain looking down on earth, bathing in the cooling natural mountain waterfall, and climbing down the mountain. And no, i am not looking forward to the tedious and streneous climb UP the mountain. And Mount Nuang is also well known for its amount of leeches.Oh man. I have enough of that slimy little creature back in Ophir. But other than that, I AM EXTREMELY EXCITED BABY!

InsyAllah everything will be fine. We will be overnighting one night in the dense jungle and we do not have a ranger who will guide us. Hahaha. Our bus will depart at 2145 on Friday night. And currently my legs is burning with pain. I think i over exerted myself during yesterday's training after climbing 85 storeys worth of stairs. Aduuhhhh. Hopefully this pain will go away by Friday night. Amin!

Mother nature... MAWAR HASSAN IS COMING FOR YOU!!!

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My bestfriend was annoyed with my new spectacles.

[May. 18th, 2009|11:31 pm]

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HAHA! How can you not love my new spectacles? I love it! Do you?

As quoted from Ama "My gawd. Luckily when we walk, we walk side by side. I can't see your face. Your spectacles is bloody annoying me! It's soooo big. Like literally Mawar, it's like frames hanging in front of your eyes!"

Yeayeayyeyayyayyaa!!!

It's not easy to annoy ama. And i succeed.

And despite all, IM LOVING MY NEW MAKCIK ROSE SPECS OK.

K bye.

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Kampong 020509	[May. 4th, 2009\|09:35 pm]
And so as i was planning to stay in SG all alone without the parents+sis, to continue being my sour self and imagine myself rotting and becoming a prune at Tampines St 21, when my elder sis decided to be spontaneous and say "JOM AH! KITE PON BALEK KAMPONG!". And so we did! Exciting ain't it?! Since i was working the whole of Labour Day and elder sis and bro was working half of Sat, we drove up North to Malacca at about 6pm on Sat? Haha. And the jam and stuffs... We reach our kampong safely at around 11pm. And yes, it was a suprise for my parents+sis. Hahaha! We didn't call to inform them we're coming as well. And in 1 car, there was me, elder sis, bro, bro-in-law, Lil Nuri and Lil Farhi. Cukop sesak dan kecoh seperti kastam Malaysia yang cukop tak gune and very irritating! ( My labour day weekend getaway :) :) ) ========================================= And it was back to SG on Sun. Reach home at about 1130pm. Went through second link to avoid the holiday jams :) :) At least i did not turn into a prune during the Labour Day Holiday. Hehe.
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Otak maseh mati.

[May. 1st, 2009|08:49 pm]

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HAPPY LABOUR DAY ONE AND ALL!!!!

Labour day is supposedly for people in the work force.
But sad to say, here i am. In the office, tending to calls after calls, emails after emails, system change to another.
And yet another 14 hours of work for Mawarhassan!

A round of applause for me would ya?

The parents and Sis have drove up North and basking in the fresh Kampong air by now.
And here i am working my ass off.
Yes, i am sour to the fact that my parents+sis balek kampong.
Like honestly, i love kampong.

So moving on, I think I should stop following my heart.
It hurt me again and again.
And yet, im still following my desires.
I really don't know.
Im in a situation where i felt like im in total control and i have grasp what i needed. Only to be disappointed news after news. Picture after pictures. Comments after comment.
Matter of the heart is truely an eff up issue don't you think? Yes it is.

I have officially called off the Bangkok trip with the girls. i am truly sad. Like i really look forward to this trip when that bloody BABI FLU hits the world. Don't get me wrong, i do feel the pity for those victims and potential victims. Just that, the timing can't get anymore uptight right?! The weekend that we're suppose to start booking, that's the weekend swine flu break loose. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise? I shall believe so.

I know people who know people who supposedy go BKK on the same week as us, but change route due to the swine flu. The only thing i don't understand and still don't get is their next route is Phillipines "-___- Like seriously? What's the difference?! I see no difference. I will be happier going to BKK, shopping my heart and soul out and if i do get swine flu, at least i can say "well... it was all worth it for that amount of shopping i did...". but gee... Phillipines? Oh well... gasak dorang la nak..

And yes, aku macam anak terbiar kat singapore sekarang. With no parent's to check on me. Anyone up for naughty nights??? HA-HA!

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Ear Worm :)	[Apr. 28th, 2009\|02:40 pm]
I heard... Church bells ringing I heard ... A choir singing I saw my love walk down the aisle On her finger ....He placed a ring Oooh, oh I saw them ... Holding hands She was standing there with my man I heard ... Them promise "Til death do Us part" Each word was a pain in my heart All I could do All I could do ... Was cry All I could do ... Was cry I was losing the man that I love And all ...I could do ..Was cry And now ...The wedding is over The rice, rice has been thrown over their heads For them life ... Has just begun But mine is ending Ooh All I could do All I could do ... Was cry All I could do ... Was cry I was losing the man that I love And all ...I could do ..Was cry =========================================================== This song was originally sang by Etta James but was recently covered by Beyonce for the film 'Cadillac Records'. Ok i know most of you will be sleeping already aka maklomla-lagu-tangkap-lentok. But gee, i love it eversince i heard it. It's on replay on my ipod :) Isn't is a beauty that classic songs don't need to use powerful English to make a good song. They use simple English but still, its so easily related that it became a legendary song :)
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Another day @ work	[Apr. 26th, 2009\|11:27 pm]
Sorry for the lack of update. Was busy with work, work and more work. Nothing out of the ordinary except for work. Haha! Was on second shift the whole of last week and the week before. 10am wake up. Watch TV, bath, eat, go out to work at 130pm till 1030pm. Reach home about 11++pm, watch TV, bath, waste my youth away on some random stuffs, then back to sleep. Then the whole cycle repeats itself. Every other night will go out and lepak over a cup of teh tarik, if not, straight home! But don't worry, i keep myself updated on people's blogs. Never fail. Everday. But facebook is still my bestfriend. Hehe! And i was on a movie marathon madness last week. Monday was 'The other boyelyn Girl'. Tues was 'Sex and the City'. Weds was 'The curious case of Benjamin Button'. Thurs was 'Cadillac Records' and Fri was watching random funny clips and adverts and pranks on youtube and stuff. Second shift sure have its many pros. But yeah, i've got the shelves and tapes as my companion all night long. Which always give me an eerie feeling. Heh. But aint im glad FB is my new found BFF??!! ( This picture is more than a teaser. SO BE WARN!!!! ) Till i blog again rhinos! Have a splendid week, we're only young once :) :) :) When u're a working adult, having the time to let loose and jump and laugh out loud is definitely the cure for a demanding boss, never ending work, office politics, sucky working days, dull weather, annoying environment. It sure is. So, bring it on boss! The more you demand, the more i will hang around and make the studio ceiling as my monkey bar. And i dont care if it will collapse and fall on me. Course really, it feels like you drives me to do all this stuffs. But it sure is fun. So thanks boss! For giving me this drive to be a monkey at work. I enjoy it very much. And what are jumping shots? WHEN WE CAN DO HANGING SHOTS!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
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(no subject)	[Apr. 22nd, 2009\|03:17 pm]
HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU. Please let this quote/movie title seep through mawarhassan's hard nak mampos skull and let her brain function and make her understand. OK da. Tu jek. I don't know if i should say "It's about time....", or "Let's just watch and see..". Cause really... it sucks to make a decision when i already know the outcome.
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(no subject)	[Apr. 15th, 2009\|03:22 pm]
:)
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How did it come to this?	[Apr. 14th, 2009\|09:49 pm]
Yes. It's been a year. Happy 1year-versary ESPN Star Sports! Exactly one year ago, I came upon as a fresh diploma graduate with no experience at all. And now, 1 full year could be written in my resume. Hard work baby. And now, turning 21, that's a humongous step into adulthood. And I have many many plans for myself. Starting, Insyallah, end of May. Yappedabedooooooooooo!!!! :) :) :) To many more years ahead of me with the leading sports broadcaster across the globe! Cheers!
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